I just don’t quite understand how many things work and why things happen. The hardest part about life is being able to understand. The thing that life should be about is acceptance and understanding yet these things just get thrown off so far away. If I could take away someones pain I would do it. If I could do anything to save the people I love I would do it. It’s when you hit that wall where you just can’t do it and it’s just frustrating knowing you can’t do anything and it just feels like the entire world is against you. I would do anything to just help and make sure everything is ok but it isn’t like I’m not going to be sad. I want support and sometimes it just feels like I’m the only person on earth. They say some people are just cursed with loving too much. I love too much.